Tag Archives: love

healing, pain, sexual harrasmemt

Lost and found.

Some days

When the nights are too dark

And the owls howl around

The mangrove spread its branches

And the mud goes deep and down.

That man meddling inside my mind

Walks on me in these hours

I desire to bustle and breathe

But I feel dull and devoured.

I run into the circles

Searching for the lost parts of mine

And find myself trapped

With a broken spine.

On those some days

I don’t know what to do.

So,

I wrap my hands around my knees

Sit beneath the shower.

Gasp the sunshine from the window

That blooms my budding flower.

I keep my wounds in bare hands

Allows them to heal.

The past will terrify sometimes, I tell

Look, the present is sound and serene.

The nights will turn dark

The owls will howl around.

But after some days

White lilies will spread itself

The mud won’t go deep and down.

Winter sun won’t lose its way

But it will nurture the ground.

These some days

It’s a matter of time.

Someday soon, I know

I will feel my skin

limbs, and

bones

Again, like mine.

–Healing is a tiring phase.

-Noor

                             

 

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mothers day

Mother

Hiding emotions is an art
I inherited from my mother.

She is like
A winter sun.

Kissing my forehead
And calming the storm.

Like the sun kisses the flowers
And the rays
Rhyming the lullaby.

She made me realise
You are a women
Enough for yourself.

You are the universe
And the universe
Resides in you.

You are born
To spread love.
And. You deserve
More than you think.

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poem

Daffodils

And in that moment
I was happy
Like daffodils
In the spring.
Dancing on the melodies
With those curves,
I swing.
Like the world is mine
I am the moon, and
The Sunshine.
And the universe needs,
All of me
To survive.
The pain was fainted
The smile has arrived.
The rain said
“I am not helping you crying”.
The soil is nourished
Asking me to “grow for a while.”
My heart found its rhythms
And walked  a mile.
I wasn’t following the footsteps
But  was my own guide.
I lived in the present.
Maybe till winter arrive.
I may shed one day
But I won’t cry.
Because in that moment,
I didn’t gave up on life.
I was life.

– Noor

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Dating, relationship

Attachment or love?



There is slight difference between the two.
But it is.

1.When you are attached to someone.

a. There is constant fear of losing the person

b. Your happiness, mood, sleep all depends on behaviour of this person.

c. You try to solve their problems and force them to open up even if they don’t want.

d. You expect them to respond, even to your silliest texts.

e. You think, you cannot live without this person.
This makes you dependent on someone.

F. Your mind is trapped with the thoughts of this person, when you are not talking.

2. When you are in love

a. If the person you love has to stay, wil stay. There is no fear of losing.

b. You are concerned about them, but you know that your happiness lies within you.

c. You don’t poke your nose in their lives. They want to open up, they will.

d. You are independent and can take your decisions on your own.

e. You have their passwords but you got a trust too.

F. You love them, not their presence.
It’s the physical and mental connection which matters.

-Noor

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Dating, relationship

Do you ever get out of love?


Person you have loved once
you can never unlove them.

This is a harsh truth.

The part of yours
Will always be attached to that person. But
Your more efforts
Won’t make the person
Fall in love with you.

Accept this
Start exploring
Focus on better things.

One day
All the memories
Would fade away
New memories will
Take place.

Someone else
Will reciprocate
Your love.
You will heal
You won’t feel
The need
Of that person.

It is what it is.
God has planned
Something else.

Be patient

One who has to
Nurture you.
Will stay
No matter what

So
Stop crying
Over the one
Who are gone
They were meant to
Leave.

-Noor

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valentines

How does it feel to be in love with you?

I am beautifully independent.

I trust you and my heart knows that you love me and can leave me anytime. It’s okay.

You are not perfect, but genuine.

I feel protected when I am around you.

I don’t need to pretend that I am strong.

I am okay being ugly with you.

I don’t need to be vocal about my love, my actions are enough.

I am living the moment and feel alive, when I am with you.

I can cry and can wipe your tears too.

I am not into boring sex, we can actually watch “Netflix and chill.”

I am happy, when I see you peacefully sleeping.

I feel a connection, even when I touch you. I stay “five feet apart” from other men.

I know the fact, that I will never be the same when you will leave me.

It is scary. But you cannot break a broken heart.

My love is so deep that I’ll let you go. Whenever you want.

I know you are always there, mentally.

I am not over thinking and screwing up things.
Because
Today
You are mine. And
I know this.

I know, that I am in love.
Maybe, for a while
With a man, who is
Not, my “Prince charming”
On a white horse.

But, you are the reason
I smile more.
I smile to the level, that
I end up crying.
That’s how it feels
To be
In love
With you.
– Noor

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