I am not missing you
I am missing the bond
I am missing the part of mine
I shared with you.
I don’t know how to get over it
I don’t know how to forget it
I don’t know how to unlove you
I am healing
But do I?
-Noor
I am not missing you
I am missing the bond
I am missing the part of mine
I shared with you.
I don’t know how to get over it
I don’t know how to forget it
I don’t know how to unlove you
I am healing
But do I?
-Noor
And in that moment
I was happy
Like daffodils
In the spring.
Dancing on the melodies
With those curves,
I swing.
Like the world is mine
I am the moon, and
The Sunshine.
And the universe needs,
All of me
To survive.
The pain was fainted
The smile has arrived.
The rain said
“I am not helping you crying”.
The soil is nourished
Asking me to “grow for a while.”
My heart found its rhythms
And walked a mile.
I wasn’t following the footsteps
But was my own guide.
I lived in the present.
Maybe till winter arrive.
I may shed one day
But I won’t cry.
Because in that moment,
I didn’t gave up on life.
I was life.
– Noor
There is slight difference between the two.
But it is.
1.When you are attached to someone.
a. There is constant fear of losing the person
b. Your happiness, mood, sleep all depends on behaviour of this person.
c. You try to solve their problems and force them to open up even if they don’t want.
d. You expect them to respond, even to your silliest texts.
e. You think, you cannot live without this person.
This makes you dependent on someone.
F. Your mind is trapped with the thoughts of this person, when you are not talking.
2. When you are in love
a. If the person you love has to stay, wil stay. There is no fear of losing.
b. You are concerned about them, but you know that your happiness lies within you.
c. You don’t poke your nose in their lives. They want to open up, they will.
d. You are independent and can take your decisions on your own.
e. You have their passwords but you got a trust too.
F. You love them, not their presence.
It’s the physical and mental connection which matters.
-Noor
Person you have loved once
you can never unlove them.
This is a harsh truth.
The part of yours
Will always be attached to that person. But
Your more efforts
Won’t make the person
Fall in love with you.
Accept this
Start exploring
Focus on better things.
One day
All the memories
Would fade away
New memories will
Take place.
Someone else
Will reciprocate
Your love.
You will heal
You won’t feel
The need
Of that person.
It is what it is.
God has planned
Something else.
Be patient
One who has to
Nurture you.
Will stay
No matter what
So
Stop crying
Over the one
Who are gone
They were meant to
Leave.
-Noor
You
Are
Much
More
Beautiful
Than
You
Think
You
Are.
So
Even
If
Today
You don’t
Feel
Okay.
Take
Rest.
It’s no big deal
You are not losing anything.
-Noor
I am beautifully independent.
I trust you and my heart knows that you love me and can leave me anytime. It’s okay.
You are not perfect, but genuine.
I feel protected when I am around you.
I don’t need to pretend that I am strong.
I am okay being ugly with you.
I don’t need to be vocal about my love, my actions are enough.
I am living the moment and feel alive, when I am with you.
I can cry and can wipe your tears too.
I am not into boring sex, we can actually watch “Netflix and chill.”
I am happy, when I see you peacefully sleeping.
I feel a connection, even when I touch you. I stay “five feet apart” from other men.
I know the fact, that I will never be the same when you will leave me.
It is scary. But you cannot break a broken heart.
My love is so deep that I’ll let you go. Whenever you want.
I know you are always there, mentally.
I am not over thinking and screwing up things.
Because
Today
You are mine. And
I know this.
I know, that I am in love.
Maybe, for a while
With a man, who is
Not, my “Prince charming”
On a white horse.
But, you are the reason
I smile more.
I smile to the level, that
I end up crying.
That’s how it feels
To be
In love
With you.
– Noor
Attachment and seperation are two things which can never stop happening in a life of a person.
We get attached to someone, start liking them and then again some fights and finally seperation.
Those who used to talk for hours now don’t even utter a “Hi” to each other.
I am not asking you to be alone. This is not the solution.
Have some time for yourself and have friendship with those who value you.
Digging the soil, where plants cannot be grown is of no worth.
Accept that sometimes even the best bonds can break.
Live in the moment.
It’s okay.
This is life.
In order to heal
The universe
Asks you to stop.
You don’t realise, but
You are in pain.
Take rest
Let the tears roll.
Tactile the emotions
Blend within you.
You cannot run or hide
All the time.
Consuming cannabis
Would stop helping
After a while.
This is hard.
Obviously.
Key to live, is.
Acceptance.
Accept that you are hurt
And broken.
Give time to yourself
Percieve the path of healing.
It is a slow process, but
You will be fine.
This is the beauty of pain
It demands to be felt.
– Noor
A harsh truth
Someone, who has never loved you
Never, even going to love you.
So, is it worth fighting for that one?
Everytime.
Who cannot reciprocate
Your affection and adoration.
I know we are humans.Getting attached to someone
Is not in our control.
But, you can
“Limit your love.”
Keep some love to yourself.
The love that will
Nurture you.
Heal you.
Later.
The only love you pay someone
Who will love you
More than you love them.
I believe
We breathe in the same world.
With same stories.
Revolving around
At different times.
With different people.
So “preserve little love”
Than “Draining it on someone”
Who is not worth fighting for.
-Noor
All what remain is moment.
To be captured in brain
To remember in pain.
To find color in grey
To perceive in rain.
To work insane
With pressure in veins.
Not feeling alone
In the world of fakes.
To sit in silence
To dance in daze.
To sing a little.
Remembering that, one face.
Things has to end
Law of nature applies.
The leaves of spring
One day, has to die.
Live the moment
When he said “you are mine”.
To live for the day
When he would say “goodbye”.
Moments you live
Are the moments you save.
For the time, you would realise
You have lost your dearest days.
– Noor